~*ME*~

Oh yeah, forgot to mention, I am totally shitty at sports, but for some reason everyone got us to join a co-ed soccer team...yeah that should be awesome right? more like embarassing!!!! yikes! but fuck it, gotta have some fun! right! DETROIT IN TWO WEEKS, AND CHICAGO THIS WEEKEND!!! EL YAY!

love ya all!!! <3 Jill

Well, i dont have much to say besides last night we were everywhere tryin to find something to do! I was a little upset that there wasnt anything goin on, but who fuckin cares right....so we came back here and watched Joyride....good movie, yes it is! But thats about it! dammit!

Well chicken fuckers, last night was the most fun I have had in a while. It started out with me kickin ass at bowling, I so bowled a 220. HECK YEA MAIN! And den we came back to chads, and there was quite a few people here, I was pissed at first cause like I didnt know what the hell was goin on and what everyone was doin here, then i remembered we said that everyone was comin over on thursday, but we just forgot about it, so when we got here we were welcomed by like 20 other people, some people i knew, some people I didnt know, but for the most part, I knew most of them. It was a night full of yelling, screaming, falling, and beerpong, and drunk people everywhere. It was gravy...like the train, and insane in the membrane. Okay that was gay, but yeah anyhoo, I woke up today...not goin to say what time it was that i woke up at, and the house was a complete fuckin mess, there were so many beer cans and bottles everywhere it was unbelievable. So, yeah, I am the only one here, so who cleaned it all up? you got it...me!!! el yay! But all in all I had fun, I seen a couple people here that I hadnt seen in a while, like moose and all them, and he showed me some pictures he took from a while ago too, that i forgot about, it was a nice memory refresher! But alrighty, I partied my ass off last night, so now i gotsta poo! LATER LOVERS!!! PEACE OUT OOOOH DANG MAIN! <3 Jill main

Alrighty, where do i even start? My days are limited right now....ehhh that don't make sense, cause it sounds like I am dying or something. So, yeah maybe I drink too much, so its possible. I think I have been drunk every night for the past couple weeks...that could be bad, and that could be good. I am rather excited for the weekend...I don't know why, but hell its the weekend. I dont like it that a lot of people dont like to do anything on the weekdays, yeah I know you have to work and go to school, but FUCK so does everyone else! Us youngins' should be able to get by on a couple hours of sleep...i mean come on if my mom could do it when she was young...what the fuck is our problem!!!!!We only have one life people...fuck what ya heard..live it to the fullest, don't pussy yourself through it, and cry about lack of sleep and waaa waaaa i got schoool. fuck that! Get your ass out and party regardless of what you have to do the next day! Think of it as a conversational piece at school or work the next day. At least you'll have something interesting to talk about. I don't like to hear people bitch about there never being anything goin on, there is always something goin on over here, and a majority of people know it, and if you don't know you do! So, whether its the fuckin weekend or weekday, you get your ass out there and you go fuckin party!!! NO more thinkin about the busy days ahead...live your life day to day! And thats the best way to go! Cause who wants to wake up 15 years from now, and look back and say damn! I acted like i was 30 when i was 20!!! Oooooow Dang Joe Dirt! That would suck! So yea, have fun, live it up! PuNkS!!!
But ont he other hand, you all obvioulsy can tell all i do pretty much and have been doing is a little of school, work, and partyin! Nothing wrong with that huh! Went to bdubs last night with chad, laney, B, gert, scotty, drew, trent, brent, lil d, and christina. well...they were all there anyways! Then we came back here and played beer pong for a while and I sucked more than usual...I think we won one game...ehh! But oh well...then trent passed out on the floor in the family room, so ted played with us when he got home. I dont think trent and brent got a whole lotta sleep considering they didn't go to bed until like 4ish and had to get up for work at like 6 somethin!! ahh haha! its cool though...I am glad someone had some balls to come out and party! And that have harder jobs than anyone i know! So whats everyone elses excuse?!?! ha! Alrighty then! I am outta here...the toilet is callin my name!!! Love you all!!! ~*Jill*~

Finally a fuckin day off in the life of work and Jill. I dont know why i said I'll shit on you...but I do have to pee//// so I guess thats close enough. I hope everyone had a very enjoyable thanksgiving!!! I did. The night before Chad and I scooped up my dad and his friends from the bar, so they didnt have to drive home...that was a rather interesting ride!! Everyone has just been busy as hell it seems like. No time to really do anything, and when you do i feel like shit cause I shouldnt stay out so late and then work a 10 hour day on 45 minutes of sleep! Ya that works! But yeah thats my quick update, and my bro should be comin out with another cd soon here...i am so sellin them, so yeah! Bye everyone!

[ Current Clothes ] MSU Sweatshirt and jeans
[ Current Mood ] bored…hungry, and happy all at the same time!!! And hoping shera comes over!
[ Current Music ] David Banner “Play”
[ Current Taste ] Hunger in my tum-tum
[ Current Make-up ] burnt face, mascara, and eyeliner
[ Current Hair ] ponytail…kinda nappy! No straitener…complimets of shera!!!
[ Current Annoyance ] I am really hungry and I wish I could just have it here right away!
[ Current Smell ] poop! Wait…. Did I just call the shit poop? Yeah, I think I did! Damn me!
[ Current Favorite Artist ] 50, Yayo, ying yang twins, eminem, tech n9ne…and more!
[ Current Desktop Picture ] Cute pic of me, chad, shera, and flater!!! Awe so sexy!
[ Current Favorite Group(s) ] Fuckin group? Uhh..i’ll go with shera and I, as my favorite group…3’s a crowd! haha
[ Current Book you're reading ] who reads books? We burn them in Shera’s fire-pit!
[ Current CD in CD Player] mix cd~
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] pink with white tips
[ Current Refreshment ] Saliva in my mouth…yuuuuuck!
[ Current Worry ] How long it’s taking for my mac ‘n cheese to get done!!

LAST PERSON...
[ You Touched ] chad
[ You Talked to ] chad
[ You Hugged ] chad
[ You Instant messaged ] good question..! IDK!
[ You Yelled At ] Chad, for puking!
[ You Kissed ] Chad

FAVORITE...
[ Food ] ramen noodles and pasta roni!
[ Drink ] Beer! (Busch)
[ Color ] pink, silver, black, white, and teal
[ Album ] no favorite
[ Shoes ] flip flops and shox!
[ Candy ] Bubble jugs
[ Animal ] Liger
[ TV Show ] Laguna Beach, Date My Mom, Blind date…all them shows!
[ Movie ] Billy Madison
[ Dance ] macarana
[ Vegetable ] scotty likes beans don’t ya scotty!…green beans!
[ Fruit ] strawberries
[ Cartoon ] Doug

ARE YOU...
[ Understanding ] Sometimes
[ Open-minded ] DUH
[ Arrogant ] NO
[ Insecure ] SOMETIMES
[ Interesting ] IF YOU CONSIDER THAT RETARTED …YEA!!
[ Random ] DEFINATLY
[ Friendly ] YES, WHEN I SHOULD BE
[ Smart ] FUCK NO!
[ Moody ] ONCE AND A WHILE
[ Childish ] SOMETIMES, WHO WANTS TO GROW UP FAST? NOT ME!
[ Independent ] NEGATIVE 10-4
[ Hard working ] UGH! THESE SUCK! SOMETIMES!
[ Organized ] YUCK! HAVE YOU SEEN MY ROOM?!
[ Healthy ] IS PUKING AFTER EVERYTIME YOU EAT HEALTHY? GOOD I DIDN’T THINK SO. YES I AM!
[ Emotionally Stable ] YEAH
[ Shy ] NO NO NO
[ Difficult ] SOMETIMES
[ Attractive ] EHHH!
[ Bored Easily ] SHERA AND I COULD NEVER BE BORED 2GETHER!
[ Messy ] YES
[ Thirsty ] YEAH
[ Responsible ] SOMETIMES
[ Obsessed ] WITH SHERA’S COOTER?!? UHH YEAH!
[ Angry ] no
[ Sad ]no
[ Happy ] sure
[ Hyper ] a little
[ Trusting ] yea! always
[ Talkative ] oh yeah

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[ Kill ] I have my choices!
[ Slap ] jack
[ Look Like ] frank
[ Talk To Offline ] shera
[ Talk To Online ] laney

[ My Name Is ] Jill Carroll
[ In The Morning I Am ] sleeping, or at school, depending on the day and time.
[ All I Need Is ] a beer
[ Love Is ] hot!
[ I'm Afraid of ] losing my head
[ I Dream About ] gang bangin shera with my fist///haha

Have you ever...
1)Fallen for your Best Friend? No
2)Made out with JUST a friend? no
3)Been rejected or heartbroken? yes
4)Been in love? currently
5)Been in lust? uhhh
6)Used someone? no
7)Been used? yes
9)Been cheated on? yea
10)Done something you regret? definately
11)Kissed/madeout with someone longer than an hour? no
12)Two hours? no
13)three hours? no
14)Seen your crush naked? Crush, who says that?
15)Ran a mile? Yuck, it took me 11:55 in 9th grade! Haha it was cold.
16)Been ice skating? yes
17)Been on a date ice skating? no
18)Played more than 2 sports at the same point in time? no
19)Eatin a whole box of pizza yourself? no
20)Had a job? Yes
21)Been online for more than 3 hours? lol yeah...
22)Laughed so hard you peed your pants? Close to it!
23)Taken a shower with someone? yeah... :)
24)Taken a bath with anyone? Yeah chad!
25)Kissed someone of the same sex? yes

Do you:
x)Color your hair? yes
x)Have tattoos? nope
x)Piercings? Ears and belly button
x)Own a digital cam? no
x)What should you be doing right now? nothing
x)What are you listening to? Icey
x)Chicken or fish? chicken
x)Do you have a favorite animal? liger
x)Is ice cream the best thing in the world? Bubblegum is…
x)What would your dream date be? Too hard
x)Single flower or a dozen? either
x)Silver, gold or platinum? any
x)Candle lit dinner in a restaurant or at home? ???
x)Silly or serious romance? both
x)Marvin Gaye or Barry White? uuuh

Past
First grade teacher's name: mrs. schiller
Last word you said: you
Last song you sang: icey
Last song stuck in your head: mike jones

Present
What color socks are you wearing: none
What's under your bed: a couple condoms, 1 vibrator, and 3 dead bodies…lol.
What's the weather like: its like okay. Dark out though.
What time did you wake up today: 9:15am

Future
Who do you want to marry: poopiebutt chad
Are you going to college: yes
What is your career going to be: pediatrician
Where are you going to live: In a cardboard box with shera
Where do you want your honeymoon: somewhere warm!
What kind of car will you have: prolly none still….

Five Things You Are Wearing
1. underwear
2. hoodie
3. tshirt
4. jeans
5. strap-on

Five Things You Can See
1. mac n cheese
2. com. screen
3. juice
4. keys
5. camera
Five People You Have Kissed
1. chad
2. shera
3. laney
4. sissy
5. dad

Five Things You Are Doing Right Now
1. waitin
2. listenin
3. lookin
4. typin
5. eatin
Five Things You Ate In The Last 24 Hours
1. mac n cheese
2. ram. noodles
3. b dubs
4. chik’n n dumplins
5. shera's cooter

Five Things You Did So Far Today
1. washed my hair
2. shit
3. went to school
4. square time with shera
5. ate………………………………………………........................................................shera out!

Five Thoughts In Your Head
1. hungry
2. penis
3. cooter
4. meow
5. cooter again//

Five Objects In Your Room You Love
1. wall
2.ceiling
3. lamp
4. frames
5. mirror

F this f-in thing! I cant even get an f-in background to f-in show up on the f-in journal! mutha f! This is f-in stupid! anyways! I wanted to put our f-in cool pics on there of all our f-in good times! So, i'll just put the f-in website on here so all you muther f-er's can look at them?!? How's that f-in sound! F-in right doggie! <3 Mutha F-in Jill

here's the site of all our great times! http://photobucket.com/albums/a379/xxjillianxx08/

This one goes out to my homie from back in the day, her name is shera and i lick her cooter ev'ry day! yay! haha sike...i was told to update and tell all the fun stuff we did this summer(shera). But i am pretty sure that i would not be able to think of everything fun that we did this summer! We had too much fun last night, if you read sheras most recent update it talks all about it! Lets just say when i become drunk, then i am a wonderer...i cant stay in one place for more than like 2 minutes, i just walk around everywhere...and i believe i was callin Ty's dad "dad", and well thats just odd! Speaking of Ty we all have to give a big goodbye and goodluck for ty cause he is goin away to school in saginaw! :( not cool! On the other hand we were all wasted last night and we were talkin so much shit that i swear we had to roll all the windows down cause i was getting sick to my stomach! But it was sooo much fun we all had! "we" meaning...me, chad, shera, flater, and amanda! And of course like chicken wang and all his friends, and ty and them. Chad ended up not being able to drive his own car, he thought me could until he got on the road and we had to pull over cause shera said we were swervin all over the road! So she ended up drivin chads car back to flater's! I didnt feel like goin the extra mile to sleep at my house, so we just slept there at ricky's in his bed. That was a good time, i woke up listening to rickys dad snoring. And then i felt bad cause ricky let us sleep in his bed and he slept in his dads, and so his dad had to sleep on the little ass love seat couch thingy when he got home, and he just looked real uncomfortable, so me and chad felt kinda bad! But, i had a good night though, i got to see a lot of people that i dont see very often, and it was alot of fun!!! I am glad i got to hang out with all my friends and for once have a good time minus all the gay drama and stuff that always happends, cause theres usually alot, but last night there wasnt, so i was happy!!! every have a good summer til it ends! party it up while you can!!! <3 Jill

So I am just sittin here after cleaning the house a little bit, eating some ramen noodles. I was pretty hungry! So, last night was alright. We...(me, chad, kyle,shera, and melissa) went to choppers house cause he was having people over, but it ended up like being us and like 3 other people...so we left cause it got kinda boring! So we headed over to flater's house just to hang out, cause anything would be more fun then where we were...hhaha...so we got there and just sat around and ate a bunch of food..well..i did anyways! Then we watched MTV and thats about it. So we left around like 220 and me and chad headed home and went to sleep...and thats about it. So here I sit now, after waking up, at the computer, eating ramen noodles..yaya! Good day mates!

We didnt do much the last couple of days cause right now i am in indiana with chad visiting his mom and brother and his moms boyfriend, so therefore we arent even home! Sorry about that everyone. But i tell ya all one thing, we did get to see some kick ass fireworks here, they are sooo much better than the ones in muskegon! By like 100 times! But we should be home tonight but not until like 3 in hte morning depending on what time we leave here cause it takes like at least 6 hours to get back form here to there. Chad's mom wants us to move down here really bad, right now they are stayin in an apartment, but they are sooo nice, i almost pooped myself, like the bathroom is the size of our bedroom, and i guess they are pretty reasonable, so we may look into that. So that means we could possibly be moving down here sometime! That should be crazy fun! and it is sooo hot, we went to six flags yesterday and it was like 106 degrees out, so yeah nice! Good tanning opportunity! I would say that, but yeah everyone we should be home and kickin still, so no worries! haha. So everyone have fun and be careful! Bye bye <3 Jill

Last night was fun, we went out to Hart area for a softball game to watch Gert and all his friends kick the other teams ass! The funny this is is that the other team kept walking one guy cause everytime he'd bat he got a homerun! And well, they sucked for that, but their mistake, cause everytime after that when they walked him the next batter would hit a triple, so I guess they are just fuckin retarted!  After the game the whole team and me, chad, and kate, we went to a little restaurant/bar called the Brown Bear in Shelby, and celebrated, and one guys dog puked on his friend...that was funny. Then another kid got busted for drinking beer in there that wasnt even old enough, luckily he knew our waitress so she just yelled at him and told him not to do it again cause she was goin to beat his ass cause she could get fired for it! It was a good time though.

On, another note. I am kind of pissed off about how shitty today had been. I cant see any sun in the sky. All there is is clouds, and it just looks like such an unhappy shitty day! And that pisses me off! I hope it gets better later on, even though there isnt really anything to do outside besides like Summer Celebration, and I heard thats beginning to get old and suck real bad, cause of all the nut jobs that go there and just try to fight....yeah how cool it that! NOT COOL! It used to be fun back in the day though!  Oh well though!

Last but not least, I guess we are partyin at chads house tonight, and i want it to be a good turnout again, wevre been having a lot of fun out here, but it would be a lot better if more people would come out, im not sayin like just anyone, but like people we know, maybe some that we dont, that would be okay. But, last time that happened a couple peoples cars tires got slashed and a mirror got broken off, so i was pretty pissed off again! I wish i only knew who it was cause then i could throw a couple bricks through their windows and paintball the hell out of their cars! and maybe loosen their tires and break-lines...haha. Thats a little drastic though, but oh well.

Alright, everyone, have a good day and i hope to see a lot of people out at chads tonight, dont make me cry now by not coming out and hangin out with me. I am pretty sure Shera and Laney...yeah i said LANEY, are going to be here tonight! So, I am excited about all that! So, have a good one, I'll see ya later! <3 Jill

I dont know why i never right in this thing, but i figure now that i have nothing better to do i might at well sit my ass on here and write some life stories or something. Lately I havent been doin much of nuthing. Shera and I just have been goin to the pool swimmin and layin on all the time. At night theres always a party at my boys house, or we go to the bar, and then come back and party. The other night we decided it was 5 and it was time to go to bed, so we made our way upstairs and stopped in on gert and kate to say goodnight and give them a fan for their room. Yeah well we didnt make it took bed, cause chad had the bright idea of playing beer pong! So 630 rolls around and 5 games of beer pong later and we finally decide it was time for bed. When I say long nights, i really mean long nights! it was pretty crazy. But, I have been having a lot of fun though, just partyin with chad and hangin out with shera all the time...like layin out for 3 hours...comin home...eatin lee's that D brought us and passing out for a couple hours...that was nice, i think we had a little too much sun!! So, all an all between partyin, hangin out with shera..pant balling and hangin out with shores people, we have been having a lot of fun lately! Plus, I just got some really good news...and no i didnt save a bunch of money on my car insurance...I talked to laney and she said she is goin to come over and hang out at chads on friday and saturday. SO, I am really excited about that, I havent seen her in pretty much forever!! She's pretty much my favorite animal...and nepolian would say!! But yeah, so if anyone wants to party it will be here at chads this weekend for sure, so you can all come! Talk to ya later! Have a good one! <3 Jill

I did nothing all day, but moved some more furniture, and clean a fridge and eat food!! yay! oh and i filled this thing out!

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Jill Renee Carroll
Birthday:	January 17, 1985
Birthplace:	Muskegon, MI
Current Location:	" "
Eye Color:	brownish
Hair Color:	brown w/highlites
Height:	roughly 5'7"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	righty
Your Heritage:	wtf is that?
The Shoes You Wore Today:	white and blue adidas
Your Weakness:	chad...haha lol
Your Fears:	death, spiders, snakes,heights,losing someone close to me!
Your Perfect Pizza:	cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	umm...whats a goal?
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	lol...seein as how i just used it!
Thoughts First Waking Up:	i'm so going back to bed!
Your Best Physical Feature:	prolly eyes
Your Bedtime:	whenever we run out of beer
Your Most Missed Memory:	i dont think i have much of a memory left!
Pepsi or Coke:	coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	BK!
Single or Group Dates:	Either
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	neither
Chocolate or Vanilla:	vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:	neither
Do you Smoke:	yes
Do you Swear:	yes
Do you Sing:	in the shower or quiet, i dont wanna kill anyone!
Do you Shower Daily:	yeah!
Have you Been in Love:	right now~
Do you want to go to College:	sure
Do you want to get Married:	oh yeah
Do you belive in yourself:	hmmm sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness:	nope
Do you think you are Attractive:	uhh kinda
Are you a Health Freak:	haha no, not too much
Do you get along with your Parents:	sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yes
Do you play an Instrument:	yeah i smoke the pole! lol
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yeah
In the past month have you Smoked:	yeah
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	yeah
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yeah
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	fuk no!
In the past month have you been on Stage:	nope
In the past month have you been Dumped:	nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	uhh no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	no
Ever been Drunk:	oh yea
Ever been called a Tease:	no
Ever been Beaten up:	nope
Ever Shoplifted:	nope
How do you want to Die:	in my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	a professional bridge bum who collects hub-caps!
What country would you most like to Visit:	austrailia
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	blue
Favourite Hair Color:	anything but red! no offense
Short or Long Hair:	shorter
Height:	taller than me
Weight:	heavier than me, but not more than like 50 to 60 lbs.
Best Clothing Style:	naked
Number of Drugs I have taken:	who me? or guy? none
Number of CDs I own:	i dont care
Number of Piercings:	umm more than 1
Number of Tattoos:	as many as you want
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	fuckin-a! i dont know
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

~****$$_*How does my ass feel??*_$$****~:	content
Current Music:	movie!

Yes....everybody is interested in knowing who i knocked out...amy randall...haha. It was nick rockey, i didnt really knock him out, but i hit him a few times and knocked him on his ass, just with a push...haha. But yea i only did it cause he didnt have the balls to talk his shit to my face...not only behind my back...but under his breath! yeah he's cool! not! he can lick my fuckin balls...if i had 'em! And amy darlin i believe you were in amandas room with rory at the time, it happened pretty quick, i cant believe you didnt hear anyone talkin about...cause i know you were still there cause shera was and i know she drove the car home with you guys, so you were there!! you missed out! on the other note! I am hoping chads mom is leaving this weekend,which i think she is, but somehow she found out we had a party here before so she is cracking the whip..if you know what i mean. so, she said something like one of her friends was goin to stay here at the house while she was gone, but hopefully she doesnt i will be a little bit upset! But I will put the word out as soon as i can find out if we have the house to ourselves or not! But i am praying that we do man!!! haha. Also, on another note, i have been spending a lot of time at the bar! I guess its just the place for me...got people buyin be yager bombs and shit! ehhh! so not cool, but still cool at the same time..fuckin right doggie!!! haha. Well I had to update again cause i know i have been a slacker lately, and i had some free time on my hands cause the guys are out playin golf on the ps2 right now! Yeah they're cool! haha. Alright, well everyone have a great nite, and keep in touch and i will do the same...lettin you all know where the parties are and where they aren't!! love ya all! goodnite! <3 Jill

Well right now i am really tired and i dont know why. I was out until like 5 this morning with chad and gert and ted. we went to a couple parties one at coop's and then later on we went to mosiers house and drank a little bit more. But even though I slept until 7 in the eveining i am still tired so i come to the conclusion that this sucks balls. I am kinda pissed chads mom hasnt went outta town lately. We have some pretty good parties out here. And i hate when people bitch about how far out it is....think about it, there aint shit else to do, and for the 15 minutes it takes to get here...no one ever leaves until like 5 in the morning, so its way worth it, just no one knows that. It takes the same time to go out to a fruitport party or shores party as it does to get here. Its just pretty much a strait shot from ov to chads! dammit. But anyways....amanda darke i am sory for fighting in your house and makin a fool outta that kid...but he got punk'd and he deserved the embarrassment....but i dont take shit from people especially a guy who wants to talk shit about me under his breath, then we i confront him he tells me he didnt say anything...what a fag!! lol. Thats why he got boof'd! stupid ass bitch..but yeah i am sorry for that again, but you haev to all admit...well everyone who was there, that that was some funny shit/how often do you really see a girl knock a 6'2'' guy in the air and on his ass, and then cut his face up bloody?!?! lol . it was sooo worth it!! but yeah ive been havin alot of fun lately partyin and goin to the bars...everyone have fun! <3 Jill
p.s. kyle skodack's brother is a fuckin nut-case and he thinks he can play hockey when he is 2 feet shorter than me!!! thats an example of stupid things people say when they are fuck'd up! haah